Goal time.

I have two very big goals I am striving for this week! I am wanting to be in the 170's and wanting to have lost 15 pounds in total! Who thinks I can do it?! I figure if I put my goals out there for you all to read I will HAVE to make them!
 I am still doing great with my diet!  I have all of that down pat.  I am having difficulty with exercising.  I never thought it would be that way.  I have never been able to stick with good nutrition.  Now of course I sway.  I just don't sway to far in the wrong direction.  I indulge but still stay within my caloric restraint most of the time. 

Right now I am having a difficult time with fatigue, lack of energy, and generalized weakness.  That is all thanks to the big douche Lupus.  I am struggling to make it up the stairs without getting winded and weak. I find myself out of breath just walking across the living room.   I have times like these and know that it will pass but it doesn't get any less frustrating.  I haven't let Lupus get the best of me in many many years and don't plan on doing it now.  I am just doing what I can when I can.  If diet is all Ive got right now I will work with it.  I tried to walk on the treadmill last night and only made it 20 minutes before half of my right foot/toes down to my arch were numb and two toes on the left foot were heading that way.  Did it make me angry?  hell yes.  Today however is a new day and I'm pressing forward.  For those of you who don't know anything about Lupus should read and educate yourself.  Usually nobody knows I am hurting (except my hubby of course and I even try to hide it from him) or having any issues.  I have learned to take everything in life lightly and press on.  Dwelling on the fact that I hurt everyday isn't going to make me or the day any better. 
As for the girl scout cookies sitting on the counter they aren't going to win either!