Comfortable in my skin.

I realized I haven't posted in awhile!! To say I've been busy and dealing with a lot is a understatement!
I weighed in this morning at 145.6 and I am down 93 pounds!!! I cannot believe I am so close to 100 pounds! I've almost lost an entire person. It boggles my mind.

Last weekend we took a trip to Florida  to visit with my grandma, family, and friends. It was a nice break from life here.  My biggest NSV (non scale victory ) while away was walking around the beach in a two piece and feeling comfortable in my own skin. Never before would you find me first of all in a two piece and NEVER walking around without a towel or a cover-up on.  I still have a long way to go in the confidence department but it feels amazing to have some self esteem.

I found some pieces of myself over the weekend that were missing.  I spent a lot of time talking to my grandma whom I love and I know loves me.  I spent time with my Aunt and cousins and it was light and happy. There was no stress being around them.  I could be myself and enjoy the company.  I didn't feel like I was being scrutinized and judged.  I felt like I belonged and it was a good feeling.

I had another NSV yesterday! I actually walked into Victoria Secret and was fitted for a bra and I bought new panties! I bought size medium panties at Victoria Secret!  What???!  I found out that I am a 32 DDD. I'm really wondering what letter of the alphabet I was before I had surgery! Holy hell still a triple D???!  It was awesome to walk into what I consider a  "skinny" girl store and find stuff that fit.

The journey is still continuing and it's amazing.