I GOT A DATE!!

I got my date!!!! I will be starting my new life on October 2nd!!! I have to say I am terrified but so excited!!!

I wanted to share this picture.  I sit and stare at it A LOT.  I think it is precious in the sense that my baby girl is napping with me.  These are the moments you treasure. This will happen less and less as the years go by.  When I look at this picture what I see is a fat mother.  I see the fat arm rolls. I see the double chin. I see the huge thigh. I see all of the negative in this picture and it makes me so sad.  I don't want Anistyn to look at this picture in the future and think of how fat I look.  I hope that this wasn't the last time she crawls on me and falls asleep.  I hope she crawls back on me in a few months and I can focus more on the preciousness of the picture and not the "elephant" in the room.