So far I've been doing surprisingly well. I'm not ridiculously hungry or overly bitchy. At least I don't think I've been bitchy. Hmmmm. Im trying to change portions and add a lot of fruit to suppress the chocolate and sugar cravings. I had family visiting this weekend and I was really nervous about sabatoging myself. I thought...well hell I'm going to eat out and ruin this thing before it even starts. I ended up being able to go to two restaraunts and make pretty good choices. They were definitely not choices I would have normally made (strawberry something or other salad) or even really wanted to make (bland baked chicken) but in the end of all of this I would like to have a tight little ass. C'mon you know you want to laugh at my future goals! Don't you?! Trying to be mindful of everything I put in my mouth. Its not easy and such a conscious effort. I can't say I've been perfect because that would be a lie. I've had a chocolate chip frappe from McDonalds this week because I LOVE them. I had to much bread at lunch yesterday. I ate to many chicken and dumplings at lunch today. I'm just thankful I am aware of the areas that need tweaking.
On the Lupus front I am doing okay I guess. I go see the rheumatogist Wednesday and see what he has to say. I'm still exhausted before the day even starts. My body hurts 24/7 and then some. Hoping for some sort of repreve. It bothers me the most to have my hands stiff and sore. It is Lupus Awareness month so if you aren't very aware of what Lupus is or how it affects someone do some research. Research is knowledge.
Until weigh in Wednesday my friends!
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