I am having a serious mental battle with a damn chocolate chip snack cake. The struggle is REAL! I shouldn't even have them in the house but Ani B picked them up at the store and I got them for her over the weekend. I took the day off work today and am home alone. HOME ALONE! I should be relaxing and basking in the wonderfulness of no one here needing me. As much as I enjoy the silence I honestly wish I had someone here to hold me accountable. Why in the world is the start of week 3 being the hardest for me?! I looked in the Little Debbie box this morning and there is 1 cake left! I put the freaking cake in the pantry to "hide it" and have considered going and getting the package out multiple times. Its ridiculous that I cant get a snack cake out of my head. That's how you know you have a seriously destructive view of food. Its food. Why in the world is food always on my brain??? This journey is so hard. I wish there was something that would scrape the taste buds off my tongue. Yeah that's a bit mental I know. Well probably really mental. We all have our vices....mine is obviously food....and today its a snack cake! I will hopefully continue to stay away from the pantry and just say NO. Damn you snack cakes! How dare you Little Debbie!!
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