Gastric Sleeve

I am starting to consider getting the gastric sleeve. I still have a lot of research to do but I am very interested. I feel like my weight is out of control. My self image is VERY
important to me. I don't like being in the healthcare field and being so unhealthy. I am asking my patients if they exercise and I'm embarrassed because I'm fat and don't exercise. If any of my readers have had the sleeve and have any advice or comments please leave them. I would like to know how your surgery went. I'd like to know how the process went prior to surgery. I know surgery is a big step but I feel helpless. I am staying on these steroids until my March appointment with my new rheumatologist and then I am refusing to take anymore.  I crave to feel good. I crave to feel good about myself. I just want to love myself. I am planning on trying to find a counselor as well to help with my body issues and food issues.
Have a great rest of the weekend.