Hiatus.

I've taken a hiatus from weighing in. I need a break from the scale. I get so fixated on the number and let it get me down. I am tired of letting my stress control my life. When I let it take hold I end up eating way to much. I am going to start taking my stress to the gym. Our apartment complex has redone our gym and i am excited to try it out. There are several cardio machines and upper body as well.  I'm done with this woe is me mentality. I eat my weight in stress and then get depressed. Being depressed isn't helping anyone especially myself. I feel like I am failing myself and all of you who supported me through this year. I won't let myself nor you all down. I'm done.