Off week.

I didn't weigh in this Wednesday since I had my 1 month weigh in last Friday.  I decided that I will weigh in on this coming Wednesday.  I did win 16.34 from diet bet last week! Hoorah I am rich!

This week has been hard.  There is a lot that has went on in the last week that has my lifestyle change on the back burner.  Last Thursday I went to the ER with right upper quadrant pain that I had dealt with all day at work.  I left the ER with the diagnosis of a peptic ulcer and gallbladder colic.  So since then after most meals and even drinks I have terrible stomach cramps.  So I haven't been able to eat much.  I've been eating one meal a day mostly.  I've stepped on the scale a few times and it has said that I gained weight.  Of course.....not eating is making me GAIN weight.  It all makes perfect sense.  I had a HIDA scan yesterday and it was normal (so glad I threw away 600+ dollars) so the Dr has said it is a ulcer and we are treating it and seeing if it can settle down some.

A peptic ulcer...somehow I am not surprised.  My name should be Autumn Stressed Out Boyd.  I always feel like I am under an immense amount of stress.  This week I have seriously contemplated going to the Dr for a prescription of Xanax.  Anistyn had her tonsils taken out on Wednesday and it has been a rough 3 days.  She is in so much pain and is so dang stubborn that trying to get her to drink or eat has been a serious fight.  She has been vomiting and has a fever most of the time.  I am sure she is dehydrated.  Like usual finances are a huge source of stress.  Not going into details on here but things could be better.  Way better.  It never seems to get easier.  We will figure it out eventually I'm sure.  So I am stressed and unable to binge like I am compelled to do, and use to doing, because my stomach is retarded.  Its like a huge triangle.

So anyway now that you have read my sob story and are thinking "why did I just waste a minute of my day reading this?"  I can only say Your Welcome and come again :)