Beautiful Imperfections.

Today I realized that I have beautiful imperfections.  I had a budoir shoot done today with Allen Manus. This shoot was booked in January with the hope that I would have lost enough weight to feel comfortable in my own skin.  I ordered lingerie months in advance guesstimating what size I would wear 6 months later.  When I first got the outfits and tried them on I remember thinking "how in the hell is my fat ass going to be shoved into these and what in the hell was I thinking???!". As I lost the weight I started fitting in things with more ease and I started to feel a little better about myself everytime.  Some people think a budoir shoot is silly to get done. If you lack in self confidence and esteem it is a bucket list to do.  I spent 2 hours today getting my hair and makeup done and then 2 hours getting pictures done.  It was a day to do something for myself.  I never once felt awkward or out of place. With every outfit change I felt a bigger boost of confidence.  By the last outfit I felt like a bad ass bitch who could conquer the world! I felt sexy, confident and okay with the imperfections I possess.  I'm 97 pounds lighter and I feel like a brand new person.